G-ute-Nacht

"Hey- It's me the dead guy- Remember me?"
I'm just a little DEAD.
P͇̩͓̻͌̀R̷͖̝̹͔̗̯͕U͓͉̖̟̮̖ͮ̿̎̃͗͊S͖̻͓͙̈́̐̚̕S̷̜̫̖̜̪͖̲ͣͬ̈́ͥ͆Ï͚̣̟̳ͧ̓̽͢Ḁ͚̹͎͛ͦ͑͠ ̓͑̑̾͒̎͂I̭̲̪͓̼ͬ̂͌Ș̑ͩ̂̋N̨̗̿͊’̆ͧ̐ͮT͉̘͔̩̲ͫ͠ͅ ̸ͤ͋H͈͙̫̻Ȅ̻͚̔͌̌̓R̴̙͇̻͙̞̬͔ͦ̔ͯ̏E̠̳̖

C̞̳̩̃͡o̥̩͍͌ͮ̔̽̈̔m̱͖̞͚͍̱̻͂ͮ́͌̌͡e̛̝̟͙̜͎̞̐͒͝͞ ̤͆͋ͣ͗ͭ̋͛͝c̆͐̓̅͏͈͇͍̞̪̰͔͟L̶̷̷̯̟̼̼̲͙̫̹͇̉͊̿̃̏Ọ̝̠̈͊̌ͬ͆S̝̥̭̦͎͚̎̆̈̔̐̊̃͠ͅe̸̯̦͕̤̞̟̍̄͞ͅŗ̶̼̟̜̫̮̙͒̓ͬ͋̔͋ͦ ͬ̌͂̄͗̅ͩ͏̶̜̖͖͔ͅs̼̩͈̘̰ͬ̃ͮ̂ͩͬͭ̀͘O̶͇͓ͣ͗ͪͮ͋͂͂̃ ̵̠̰̟̬̫̰̬̜̈͒ͤ̈́Ì̡̦̞̐ͮ͜ ͛͂͛͐͊͗̒͏͓̩̖̞̞C̤̦̘͙̰̐̆ͬͧ̓A͗̐̋͐͛͏̦͕̮͉̼͎̯͉̠n̛̥̝̻̝͇͎̩̔͟ ͉͎̮̱̹̈́ͪŝ̹̦̳̫̹͓̞͂̃ͩ͑ͦ́̓͞E̷̸̘̗ͥ͊ͥ̉E̞̩͉͗̔ͯ̿͢ͅ ̧̺͚̟̥͎̹̟̝̆ͥ͒͘I̶̛͔͚̮̻̭͗ͣ͞T̙̬̳̖̺̩ͥ̑̈́͆.͍̭̩̫͍ͭ̌͑̍̅̇̓.̴͙̙̦͍̟̱̗̻ͩ͗͝ͅ.̷̢̟̥͕ͭ͗̔͛̿̅̏!͔̘̜͐̂̏!̴̹͉͎̩̬̗̭̆́

[ Gilbert Beilschmidt | Ex-Personification | Male | Mid to End 20s | Prussian | Pansexual | Necrophil | Single? | 180cm | Dead ]

[Once his nationhood] was dissolved and this being already his second chance,Gilbert lost all of his people to his brother Germany. With the fatal day of the year 1989, the fall of the wall, Gilbert grew weaker and weaker. Well, for him it was fatal, still he wasn't unhappy that it happened, being able to see his brother again during his last days. It only took a year for Gilbert to then finally die, on the day, the GDR, East Germany was officially dissolved at the 3rd October 1990. That day, Gilbert fell asleep and it was an unusually calm death for the loud and energetic nation, making everyone feel nearly strange about the occasassion. Gilbert's death had been so unreal and everyone who actually realized it, and it seemed to only be a few that still remembered the Prussian well, were shocked of his disappearance, yet, they probably should have seen it coming after Gilbert being sick for so long, not getting any better, though he bit himself through like he always did. Even Gilbert had probably seen himself dying on a battlefield rather than this. The day was a sad day for everyone that knew him, especially a little brother and he was quietly and quickly buried in the dawn of the day. Gilbert quickly passed on and he was quite surprised to see himself in the after life with the other nation. Though sad about realizing he was dead, he didn't like the thought of giving up all too soon.
After having spoken with the other dead nations in the afterlife, he made a quick and irreversible decision which may be wrong but he does not really regret it. He didn't feel like his life was over yet, like he had done everything he needed to do, so he wanted to return to earth and life with his brother. Even after several warnings from the other, he didn't let himself be put of that decision and the fact that he would not be able to return again to the peaceful after life did not seem to matter to him. He would be damned with eternal limbo in a body that would never be fully alive again but even that, Gilbert accepted. He had made his decision.
He returned to the world of life and woke up in his own body again, that had been buried and was already withering, as he had been already a while in the afterlife, even if it did not feel like it. It could be more pleasant than that, but Gilbert knew, he couldn't change it anymore. He forced himself to accept his own death and that his body was dead, a corpse he would have to live in with gray skin and cloded white eyes that seemed to gleam now that there was life behind it again, Gilbert's spirit. He found, that this body had now that it was merged with his spirit like that a few different 'talents', somewhat of a mixture of a zombie and a ghost, being able to become solid but also phase through solid object as well, even making himself invisible and further things, But first, he phased out of his grave, and also quickly found out how fragile this body was. Though he could barely feel a lot of pain, especially if he ripped off a limb and then being able to merge them back again. But he figured he still had to be carefull with this body, after receiving a few bad scars from simple things like a cat scratching him and various other things.
Needless to say, the whole experience changed him, and it wasn’t much easier for those around him, either.
He now resides back with his brother as if nothing had happened, except he usually refrains from leaving the house. That would freak out the neighbors, he says.

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Death is unevitable - it will come to everyone sooner or later.
For me it was just sooner...

Embrace Death like it's an old friend.